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4 min readDec 2, 2024

Rediscovering You : A Letter to My Sunbeam

to my ride or die.

Hey there, my favorite human being. If you ever breaking down or feeling like not productive at all. It’s okay to feel that way. Sometimes things can be a little bit heavy right? — the kind of heavy that sits in your chest like a rainy day that just won’t end. We can’t deny that sometimes heartbreak has a funny way of feeling bigger than us, like an echo that doesn’t know how to quiet down. But I’m here, and I want you to know, even on the days you feel lost, you’re never truly alone.

They say, “Friends are the family we choose.” And honestly? You’re the brightest star in mine. You’ve been there for me, lifting me up with laughter, filling the room with your energy, even when you didn’t realize it. Now, as you focus on you, I’m here—by being your quiet cheerleader, always rooting for you to find yourself again, to be with you in every healing phase of yours.

Sometimes, isolating yourself might make you feel like an uphill climb—slow and frustrating, like trying to catch the moon in your hands. But you’re doing it. Every small step, every deep breath, every moment you choose yourself, you’re reclaiming your peace. It’s not about rushing or “moving on”; it’s about finding pieces of yourself again, one day at a time.

“Even on the cloudiest days, the sun is still shining somewhere.”

  • That’s you, you know? You’re the sunbeam peeking through the cracks, even as you mend. You have this light in you—this magic that’s still there, steady and unshaken, waiting for you to embrace it again.

I want you to be busy and to be having fun, but I want you also to remember me.

It’s inspiring to see how much strength you carry.

  • And it makes me so proud to see you prioritizing yourself now. You’re pouring your energy into what truly matters—your growth, your studies, your dreams for the future. How you’re choosing to build the life you’ve always deserved. Keep going, because every step forward is proof of just how powerful you are.
  • You’ve always had this incredible spark of independence, a strength that’s impossible to ignore. It’s in the way you take charge of your own path, refusing to settle for anything less than what you deserve. You’ve shown time and time again that you can stand tall, even when the ground feels shaky beneath you.
  • Your independence isn’t just about doing things on your own; it’s about knowing your worth, making decisions that align with your dreams, and carving out a life that’s truly yours. It’s inspiring to see you thrive, relying on your inner strength and trusting yourself to handle whatever comes your way.

You’re a force, and I hope you never forget just how powerful and self-sufficient you are.

I want to show you the real act of love that you actually deserve—the kind that doesn’t leave you doubting your worth or questioning your place in someone’s heart.

  • Real love lifts you up; it doesn’t weigh you down. It’s patient, kind, and steady, like a warm embrace that never lets go. You deserve love that chooses you every single day, that celebrates your dreams and stands by your side as you grow. And if no one has told you this yet, let me be the first: you are worthy of a love that feels like home, not a battle.

Until then, I’ll be here, reminding you what love should look like—by showing up, by believing in you, and by never letting you forget just how incredible you are.

Lean into the things that bring you peace, whether it’s a walk with no destination, losing yourself in a book, or dancing alone to a song that feels like freedom. You’re creating a path that’s all yours, and it’s beautiful to watch.

  • I’ll be here, cheering for you in the quiet moments, reminding you how incredible you are, and making sure you don’t forget that it’s okay to choose yourself. You’re learning to love your reflection again, and that’s a beautiful thing.

Take my words as your reminder : The best is still out there waiting for you. And you? You’re already more than enough.

With all the love in every universe,
Your Ride or Die.

  • Will you fix me up? Will you show me hope?
  • Can you keep me close? Can you love me most?

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